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Name: Faith
Location: New York City, New York, United States
Birthday: 9/21/1986
Gender: Female


Interests: I have interests for drawing, teaching, babysitting,and playing with my freinds and going outside to vacation.
Expertise: I expertise in babysitting.
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Monday, June 12, 2006

my goal is 700 by the end of the summer!

& nothin` tastes as sweet
as what c  a  n  `  t have

I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say

Matt: Do they totally hate each other or what?
Jenny: No, they're in love.
Matt: Why are they always fighting then?
Jenny: It's the same thing.
--The Sandlot 2

You were right.
life is greater than death.
love is greater than both
--Tristan & Isolde

Our four years have all become unraveled
& so our high school story
finally ends. But years from now,
no matter where we've traveled, we'll
all look back & think about our friends.

our hands won't fit
when our hearts are closed

in ten years there`s no way in hell
we`ll remember all the boys we got
with ;; all the girls we hated;; or how
many crazy rules we broke; just that we
did it all together

i wish i could explain my feelings for you, but i can't. some part of me is saying that i shouldn't like you, while another part is telling me that you're the only one..

you grab my attention when you
walk into the room. it could be past
midnight && i'm still thinking of you
i can't control the feelings you got me
going through. i want to be yours, but
that is up to you.

i live in a world
of people pretending
to be something
they`re not.
  --a cinderella story

Never let the fear of striking out
keep you from playing the game
              --a cinderella story

You can`t leave everything to fate;;
Sometimes you must give her a hand
      --ever after

A bird may love a fish;
but where would they live?
       --ever after

A life without love is no life at all.
             --ever after

&& while Cinderella and her Prince
did live happily ever after
the point is that they lived
             --ever after

What we do doesn't define who we are.
What defines us is how well we rise after falling.

Committing to someone is hard enough without having to wonder..
if they're even gonna be here tomorrow.
             --Roswell

I'm good but I'm not an angel. I do sin but I'm not a devil. I'm just a small girl in a big world trying to find somebody to love.
           --Marilyn Monroe

we can chill all day && still end up
talking on the phone all night.
you`ll never see one of us without
the other ;; wear cute outfit- she`ll
smile && call you a slut ;; pick up
a cookie && she`ll tell me to put
it down and to look at my butt.
we can laugh until we cry even though
it isn`t all that funny ;; we`re best friends
forever && we will always stick together.

I hope your dreams take you to the corners of your smiles, to the highest of your hopes, to the windows of your opportunities, and to the most special places your heart has ever known.

i can't find inspiration in my sobriety
a few drinks to feel creating
a few pills to be great
hit rock bottom to be fuckin Picasso.

And you ask me what I want this year
And I try to make this kind and clear
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

The truth is that I miss you
It gets so hard not being with you.

Boys never used to notice me before;
I wasn't even on their list of alternatives.

 


Saturday, June 03, 2006

i flipped up the cards and saw hearts. 
i folded and said
[[i don't deal with love]

 

so i'`ll erase everything;
&& i'`ll forget about you.
it'`s just too bad that this;
might be the hardest thing
i will ever have to do

 

When i say " i love you "
trust me.. because i mean it <|3

 

out of all the 6 billion people in the world.
i chose you to lovecare&hold me.   <3]

 

I LIKE DEAD END SIGNS.
They're kind.
They at least have the decency to let you know.
You're going nowhere....

 

the one person you can truly love is usually right in front of you

i just want a guy who will do sweet things for me unexpcted.
who will surprise me out of no where.
who will just take my breath away...
by the amazing things he is and does.

you're weird, obnoxious, crazy
and a complete idiot
yet, i still love you <3

i want a notebook romance
a love like cory and topanga
a story like a walk to remember
and i want it all to be with you

when me + her are 80 yr. old gramma's
we will still be having sleepovers<3

MY LADiES.
they're beautiful.
personalities? incredible.
our times together? unforgetable.
smiles so memorable.
their friendship?
NON REPLACEABLE

 

CRAZY DAYSz
SCREWED UP NiGHTSz
TONS OF CRUSHES &
STUPID FiGHTSz
SECRETSz WE`LL TAKE
TO THE GRAVE &
PiCTURESz WE`LL FOREVER SAVE
THROUGH THICK & THiN ALWAYSz
TRUE. I DUNNO WHERE I`D BE WITHOUT
`---YOUUUUU.

... E v E n T u a L L y ...
you realize that life sucks
love isn't always real ..
& happiness is only for a limited time
you learn who REAL friends are ..
you learn to [[hold back]] tears
& you learn how to ..
act like you don't care ..

DEFiNiT0N 0F L0VES<3 ;
much love - just friends
luv ya - that person cares for you
luv u - just a little more
love u - the person does love you
i love u - really do
i love you - really really do

it's not up to me anymore if
you want me in your life you'll
find a way to put me there
you broke my heart, tore it apart
you made me cry and made me
wanna die. you made me sad and
i was hurting so bad. well now i'm
letting you know; i found someone
new, i love him more than i loved
you, and he loves me too. so honey
i'm letting you know that i'm through
with you... I'm letting you go....

What is cute? Cute is young and inexperienced. Cute is holding hands in the car and kissing at the red lights. What is sexy? Sexy is standing in the rain as you push me up against the hood of your car, tearing my shirt, as you kiss me with the intent to never stop. What is passion? Passion is knowing what you want and stopping at nothing until you get it. What is beautiful? Beautiful is all about the inside of a person. Beauty can only be found in the heart, passion is putting your heart in what you do. What is love? Love is the amazing balance of all of these things, in your mind, heart, body and soul.

life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances, you just have to live life to the fullest. laugh as much as you can, spend all your money, tell someone what they mean to you, tell someone off, speak out, dare to be different, dance in the pouring rain, hold someones hand, comfort a friend, pig out, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, && smile till your face hurts. don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because when you look back someday, knowing you have no regrets its going to be what makes you smile.

I've never understood the reasoning for someone to "move on"
from a relationship. It's not like you are really going to "move on", you are just trying to tell your heart to stop thinking about that person every second of every minute of everyday until it finally becomes a routine and you don't notice it anymore. That is, until you see that person again, with someone who isn't you, and then you have to remind yourself again."

life without friends is like the RaiNbOw without C0LoR

your the peanut TO my butter
your the star TO my burst
your the M TO my M
your the pop TO my tart
your the milky TO my way
your the fruit TO my loop
your the milk TO my duds
your the coco TO my puffs
your the ice TO my cream
your the help TO my mend
but mostly . . .
your the best TO my friends

 

im still waiting for the phone to ring
hoping you will call and say sorry
for everything you’ve done wrong

if you really love a person you'll let them be happy
with whoever they're in love with… even if it's not with you

you can't lie to your heart ...
no matter how hard you try

Friends are like peeing in your pants ;;
everyone can s.e.e them, but only Y.0.U
can feel the warmth. <3

-:- iiN thE eNd...
tHe oNes wHo yOu lOve tHe mOst
aRe gOnna hUrt u mOre tHan yOu
caN eVeR iiMagiiNe_________x|3

there are many different kinds of
[strange] people in the world ; when
we .f.i.n.d. people whom are [strange]
in ways like us we join together & share
our strangeness ; we call these people..
our friends, our friends forever<3

 

she wants to be that girl. the one who had absolutely everything in her way, but was able to overcome the obstacles && prove them all wrong.

there are 6,470,818,671 people living
some are running scared, some are coming home
some get through the day by lying, others are just
now facing the truth, some aree evil warring the good
and some are good struggling with the evil
six billion people in the world, six billion souls,
and sometimes all youu need is 0NE
- 0NE TREE HiLL

You're not friends because you stand together at lunch or talk on the phone. or have matching flip-flops or can recite each others wardrode and then share it. you're best friends because when she smiles, a grin forces itself across your face. no matter how mad or upset you are-- when she cries, you instantly feel her pain, & want to cry with her. When you cry she comes over and puts her arm around you and comforts you. When you look her in the eyes you know there's no one you could ever trust more. regardless of how many broken hearts you've had. that's what it means to be best friends

its going to hurt like hell,
&& you're going to cry a million tears
But hold on to your dreams.
Let there be hope in your struggle
&& beauty in the pain.
Hold on && I promise, you'll be okay.

I gave my best smile but I was dying inside.


When you love someone, you'll do anything.
you'll do all the crazy things, that you can't explain.
You'll shoot the moon, put out the sun, when you love someone
* Bryan Adams *


Hearts, promises, loyalty are all things
that can be broken & a friend might break
them, but your best friends will always be
there with tape when you need it <3


No matter what happens the first person you love you will always love.
No matter who else comes along he'll always be on your mind &
in your heart & just when you think you're over him you see his face &
your feelings are back again.


Tuesday, April 18, 2006

So, itz vacation time some things have been happening in high school alot of drama!!!

People been in fights with lately

Chad, RAndi, Carl , Chad, chad, chad, rebecca,chad!!

lmfao well ne wayz hope every1 is having fun in that wonderful sun !!!! love ya always

!~faith!~


Sunday, February 12, 2006

So, yea on fri i went ice skating for the 1st time and once i got on the ice i fell lmfao !well g2g bye


Saturday, January 07, 2006

Yeah so the play yesterday was awsome and great! Today's my bro's b-day !!!!! Happy B-day! See ya

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